6.19.2009

sad love story

Hmp, crita ini dapet dri notesnya temen gw.. hm, bgus aj dan baik untuk dibagi-bagikan, terutama buat para cowo2.. hahaha..
enjoy it..


Love Story

10th GRADE

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.

After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


11th GRADE

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.

She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


SENIOR YEAR

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


GRADUATION YEAR

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


A FEW YEARS LATER

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


FUNERAL

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:

I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!

I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.

6.01.2009

Life is....??

hmpp, after a long time akhirnya nulis blog lgii.. hohoho..

akhir-akhir ini kehidupan trasa bosan, dan yaaa, bisa dibilang cukup hampa lah..
gak tau apa yg mau dilakukan, gk tw mw ap, pokoknya serba gk tau, dan ketidaktahuan itu disebabkan kemalasann.. hahaha.. malas, malas dan malas...
malas berpikir mw berbuat apa, malas menghilangkan kebosanan, dan malas-malas lainnya..
huaaaa...

hmp, apa c itu hidup??
apakah hidup adalah tanda tanya besar??
tanda tanya besar yg harus dijawab selama kita hidup di duniaa??

sebenarnya, kita hidup di dunia ini, untuk apa yaaa??

untuk siapa juga y? untuk diri sendiri, untuk keluarga atau untuk Tuhan atau buat siapaa??
bagaimana juga menjalankan hidup yg penuh makna dan bergunaa??
huah, mengapa hidup begitu rumit y??

ada orang bilang, life is beautiful, ada jg yg bilng hidup itu kejam..

semuanya c emang bergantung dari cara berpikir, dri sudut mana melihatnya dan dari bagaimana menjalankannya, tpi y untuk berpikir + itu kn gk mudah, untuk menjalankan dngan smangat + jg sama-sama gk mudahhh..

ada juga yg bilang, hidup itu terlalu pendek untuk disia2kan, jdi harus dinikmati setiap detiknyaaa...


Ingin seperti ituuu, ingin menikmati hidup di setiap detiknya..

tapi bagaimana caranya yaaaaa???